Make Changes For The NYPD Auxiliary Officers

Make Changes For The NYPD Auxiliary Officers

Twister of Emotion

Love, sparkling in an abyss of open water

A body of land god forgot to cover

Love, glistening in each star we wish on

The moon beams down a path of sanity

Hate, twirling around a forgotten meadow

The grass angrily sways to the roaring winds

Hate, stomping over the thin black sheet of ice

White flurries of heaven smashed into a pit of darkness

Warmth, arrays of light jumping off of crystallized glass

A torpedoing cone of pastel color

Warmth, friction between a unified body of love

Hearts being intertwined and sewn onto a cloth outlasting eternity

Frigid, tidal waves of glaciers beating down upon the calm sea

Disturbing the very thought of peace

Frigid, broken ice sculptures falling onto a fragile land

Memories frozen still in time never to be reborn

Time, a constant reminder of our well being

The silent promises of another moment

Time, a hidden mirror of future experiences

A whispered prayer of our moments together.

A love song?

A love song with no title, no words or description

Nothing to explain, leaving nothing to believe

Leaving everything to wonder.

A love song with no foundation, no common grounds or theme

Nothing to show, leaving nothing to understand

Leaving everything to your imagination.

A love song with no basis, no warmth or feeling

Nothing to explore, leaving nothing to look forward to

Leaving everything to question.

A love song with no emotion, no rhythm or sway

Nothing to feel, leaving nothing to expect

Leaving everything in the hands of a lie.

A love song with no depth, no heart or soul

Nothing to see, leaving nothing to trust

Leaving everything to believe this is not love it is lust.

...and i

… and I wonder what would happen if I never looked your way
If I just quietly sat oblivious to my surroundings…
Would you have noticed me?

… and I wonder if I never took the first step
If I walked by pretending to be invisible, pretending you weren’t there…
Would you have approached me?

… and I wonder if all this time I never made an effort
If I let the phone stay silent all day long…
Would you reach me first?

… and I wonder if I went my own way
If I told you I was better off alone…
Would you follow me?

… and I wonder what would happen if I said my goodbyes
If I acted as if next to you is not where I belong…
Would you persuade me to stay?

… and I wonder if I let you down
If I walked away when you needed me most…
Would you do the same to me?


… and I wonder if I was to become attached
If I hung on your every word, and needed you everyday…
Would you eventually get tired?

… and I wonder if I told you that I hated you
If I took back my every word…
Would you believe me?

…and till this day I wonder
I wonder about this all the time…
Would you ever leave me?