...and i

… and I wonder what would happen if I never looked your way
If I just quietly sat oblivious to my surroundings…
Would you have noticed me?

… and I wonder if I never took the first step
If I walked by pretending to be invisible, pretending you weren’t there…
Would you have approached me?

… and I wonder if all this time I never made an effort
If I let the phone stay silent all day long…
Would you reach me first?

… and I wonder if I went my own way
If I told you I was better off alone…
Would you follow me?

… and I wonder what would happen if I said my goodbyes
If I acted as if next to you is not where I belong…
Would you persuade me to stay?

… and I wonder if I let you down
If I walked away when you needed me most…
Would you do the same to me?


… and I wonder if I was to become attached
If I hung on your every word, and needed you everyday…
Would you eventually get tired?

… and I wonder if I told you that I hated you
If I took back my every word…
Would you believe me?

…and till this day I wonder
I wonder about this all the time…
Would you ever leave me?